Sunday, January 10, 2010

...Starting something NEW

I'm really excited and scared all at the same time. I want to start something new. My new diet/workout. My fast. My God time. My friendships. Why did it take me so long to figure all of this out.

Its funny how things work out sometime and where things seem to take you. Now that I have had the relationship that I just had. I now know that I will never be able to settle. I don't know if it will be for that one, but it will be one just like it. You have someone with the total package. Amazing looks. God fearing. nice. Treats you amazingly but always puts God first. Talks to you about Gods things. It was alwasy so different to try and figure out where your conversations would go. But when I was frustrated, he always let me be and then just get over it without really getting mad too. Something that i have never had before.

So with reading that, I'm sure that you will see how I will never again settle for anything else.

Therefore, now that I have gotten my God focus back where it needs to be {{or am working on it daily}} I will now get my body and mind in the same place. I am striving for total purity. Purity in mind spirit and body. I have made many decisions in my quiet time today...I will not drink alcohol anymore. {a glass of wine here and there but nothing more and no beer}. I will not smoke anymore. anything. ever. I am going to start the 21 day fast today and I am fasting from coke {softdrinks} for 21 solid days. I am going to the store tomorrow to buy my vitamins and going to the gym after work everyday this week. Starting there.

I have the job of my dreams, an amazing family, and am finally learning how to be happy with nothing but myself.

Philipians 4:11-13 "I do not tell you this because I need anything. I have learned how to be satified with all things good or bad. I know how to live when I have plenty and when I have nothing. I have learned the secret of being happy in all things and in anything that happens. I have learned how to be happy when I have plenty to eat and when I am hungry and when I have nothing and when I have much. I can do anything through Christ, for he is my strength."
So this is my newness continued...
Funny how the more that I hang out or go back into my old ways the more that I realize how far I actually want to be from that.
God is AWESOME ♥

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