Friday, February 25, 2011


Is jealousy normal? This is the question that has been on my mind lately.
Matt is constantly telling me that I should be more content with the things that I have and the way that my life is going. I always want the nicest things and the best things and with my budget...or lack of at the moment, it is just not possible. Its really not that I dont' appreciate what I have though. Its that I one day dream of having more. I know that I can't have certain things right now. I am 24 years old and with all of the set backs that have come across...I am just now stating out in my career path.

But going to all of my friends baby and wedding showers. planning my best friends wedding. looking at pictures of people's new babies and decorating friends houses...not to mention in the hair business hearing all of the stories of wedding plans and babies on the way. I'm jealous.